I got a new friend....

The Training time was really cool,isn't it.... The first pay check, new friends,exam free atmosphere,convergys scene,tough stag entries into the discs,Nite long chats was enough to compel us to forget the great transition we had...Everything seemed perfect ...Life was really cool...no more wants....Everything seemed to fall into right places..."Audi","Carrera","U.S.A","time magazine"that was driving my life had become things of no importance to me... I felt content in my life for the first time... I got something that i never thought i can.... Was busy playing with the love wave..... Oh God!! she seemed to be the only reason i was living for...

The training Ends........The virtual world too.....13 Sept.......

Got shifted to presidency building.....No friends here...Such a morose place...eeeeeeeeeeeeeh... .......Things changed in a sec.......The heaviness of being successful was replaced by the lightness of being a beginner again, less sure about everything !!
Day before i was surrounded by people with great zeal with laughs on their faces... carefree like a child....no worries at all........now i was seeing robots...just working for i don't know what ...even they don't know....People here are having heavy pockets,driving bigger cars still look like f**cked goats .... who love to be in their herd...Bunch of "confused" people who have misconception that they are successful... Damn !! we were taught in school ...Success brings happiness... who the hell is happy here...?I never wanted to be like them...i quit badminton because my mum wanted me to do something with studies...Even getting pos. in school never gave me more pleasure than i got after a defeat in badminton match....Class results were enough to satisfy my ego....To be apart of the crowd ...to be different....I was interested in arts ater 10th ...wanted to do something in History.... dad buldozed me into non-med.... then engg... than a job... And here i "was"... Still confused what to do with the mess others have created with my life that they call "Success"

...Search for THE aim in life started..... What exactly i wanted from life ?

.........Mean time words like Audi,Carrera,Time magazine,Forbes,U.s.a were gaining power with in my mind.It freed me to enter one of the most creative periods of my life..I read a lot about steve jobs,hitler,saddam hussain,Dale Carnegie during this......Crushes,love,parties had again taken a back seat..Even her pic failed to compel me to think..I was not even reacting to people's confused views and comments.Everything seemed to be clear..Even my life..."I knew I was getting closer to myself"......I think i have got the idea what i wanna do with my life... But i have learnt here that the change is for good .. If had not been shifted here i would not have gone through so much thought process...It was like awful tasting medicine, but I guess i needed it... I love you God ... You always have given me the gift with bad wrappers the content is always beautiful and meaningful.....

I got a new friend........me..