~Signature of Death~

I ate 5 scary movies this saturday.Completly shut from the outside "scarier world".No calls,No newspapers,locked room..

Time 3 a.m. Satur/sun nite..
Planning to sleep.. with the same promise i have been doing for last two decades to myself. " I will definetly brush my teeth tomorrow nite,nt now ".

Put on my Red boxers,ZZZZZZZZ.zzzzzz......

Dreams Start..
as usual lindsay,duff.. Some desi girls... and then was driving a Ford Mustang v6..
Than i dreamt i had an accident on boulevard street and i .... Died..

I died..

i was floating,felt light ..No worries of credit cards,A.T.M who shed shitty smile on me when things gets worse as 2 digits.
It seemed like a Honeymoon package to Hawaii..
I was feeling great.. than i saw from Heaven (??) ..how people around me reacted to my death..

At my cubicle..

Vidhi:God must be having bad time..
Taq: The 'How,What,When' guy ..Why do they recruit such people?
Sand:"theek Tha",V-x Works session is at 3 p.m.
Vid:The Guy smelled like a Cow-Boy..Atleast i saved bucks on deo's.

My classmates house,Gurgaon.

Ivneet:Yaar,Vinay was nice but sometimes Eeeeeh... Look i bought new suit for Mundan party..Howz it?

Shruti:Ya,He .. was...nice.. I mean the suit..its nice..Whats in the dinner?
Shilpa: Shit!Who'll bring my bag from my home now..God has been tough on me..

Other Sweet Souls......

Dahuja: Said nthing..He was busy breaking the news on phone and they say Reuters is the quickest.

Liz: "Saala natak kar raha hai"

Saurabh:(emotional)......then it goes for Vodka.....These guys won't let me quit it.

Bhatti: "Yaar,Single hi mar gaya"....

Gogi : "aah!! Paise bach gaye"

Manu:"Nautanki Saala..Abhi Aaajayega"

Anupam:"Lunch?"

Ridhi:"He was sick"!!!
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Honeymoon was over...Though i wasn't upset with their reaction but i remembered, i still hv to visit Egypt,learn Hebrew,sit in a F-16,drive a porsche cayman,meet bryan adams,taste 1000 yr old wine.

The pain of not achieving all this shadowed the lightness of death.i wanted to live again!
I was missing the ATM's smile,my scary credit card...
Pictures of my childhood,my school,teacher with whom i fell in love with,summer holidays,spending nites waiting for Santa,my school bus,people i loved,nites i spent crying,my interviews,moments when i felt like God ...flooded my mind..

I wanted it again..

Sometimes we are too busy analysing bad stains in our life we forget to see the beauty of the other part..

---Hey Smuggler ..Get Up!!...

Ah! a friend wakes me up from the dream..

Me:Its Sunday..moron!!!

Ani:U Don't value others time ..u self spoiled brat..We both were supposed to go to rotary house today..

He was not even waiting for me to die..was abusing me while i was on!

Neways what they are,whether they love me or not,they are now part of me..and i love me..


I watched 4 romantic movies today...And who says dreaming is bad...M waiting...:)